25 March 2009

SoSo...the picture of me

Huhu akhir2 nih aku xde keje lain selain nk main Pet society je...hahhah lwn ngn LuLu...ternyata best man win....hihihi...hurmm tp agk suram n sedey sbb dorg semua dh nk keluar...apa2 pun i wish them best of luck..seseorg itu perlukan perubahan dlm dirinya...either they make it positive or negatif...i wish i will go to +ve way because i want to end my zaman bujang...insyaAllah very soon..but the date still " BIARLAH RAHSIA ".....


Anep ckp nmpk perubahan tp aku rs mcm lg teruk..apa tuh???muka la...dia ckp maybe nk dpt seri pengantin but i can feel that i'm getting worse...letih ngn keje seharian la..ngn semua persiapan la...n mybe because of that "thing"..i can't tell it to everyone...tuh yg sedey tuh..huwaaa i can't share with anybody....dlm senyuman dan gelak ketawa seharian ada tersembunyi perasaan takot,gementar,kecewa serta serba salah..kenapa erk????


Apa pun i will try to avoid it and take it for granted.....i have to...yeahhhhh Rafizah yg positif...cammon2....hihih aku cm x sabar nk gi shopping this weekend n take my busana...hihihi anep dpt gaji so leh gi tgk fast to furious..eh betul ke ejaan aku nih erk...biasa la kami hantu wayang...


Aku rindu mama la..nak balik..lama x sembang ngn mama...abah pun lama x sembang..sembang byk pun after that case n i hope they do not worried about it anymore...sian dorg..tp nak wat cm ne..we have to accept it as takdir..slh kami adik beradik la smpi they feel bad...so sorry mama & abah...but i really2 hope i will make you guys relieve...i want both of you happy...i oso pray for you my bro...hurmm dugaan terima dgn hati yg terbuka..insyaAllah jodoh pertemuaan di tgn Tuhan..i really know you...your sacrified for us really appreciated...be strong my bro...i love you..i'm your gud sista rite???


Adusss...keje pun mcm melambak...eventhough i had promoted,tp cm hampeh je...waaaa lg naik pgkt lg byk keje kene wat...n need more responsibility....for now,i'm really enjoy wif it and i will try my best to go my dream...yeahhhhhhh....bekerja keras skrg utk kesenangan ms depan..no body know wat gonna happen next...and i alwiz pray for anep too..hope he will get gud job and of course big salary too....opppssss....dun be mata duitan yea....!!!strive for glory ~~~


Enjoy the picture of me ~SoSo~




02 March 2009

Aku Benci !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Aku rs aku dh x thn dgn keadaan nih n aku benci sgt2...
Kalu aku tau nk jd mcm nih aku xkn buat benda2 bodoh tuh...
Aku menyesal sesgt n klu aku teruskan juga...
Confirm aku wat semua tuh sbb aku nk jg hati org je..
Tapi utk aku x mungkin dah....
Aku dah betul2 sakit hati



AKU SAKIT HATI !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Aku nk jerit kuat2 bg satu dunia tau....
Aku dh x perlukan semua2 tuh dah....
Aku nk bersendirian....


PERGIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Aku x perlu lg....